The Journey Starts NOW

I'm back from S.O.S !! Such a relief , can finally sleep on my nice comfy bed :D . I say , the 3 days 2 nights camp was a touching one for my youth group . I got touch during the camp , I finally felt the presence of God in my life .

before the camp , I was someone who was doubting the presence of God . Every time I pray , I kept thinking that I'm praying to a wall , not thinking that God was listening to me . I also felt that I was useless to God , that i could do NOTHING for He's glory . I felt that everyone hated me because some people would ignore me , not just in school , but sometimes in church itself

but now , that has ALL change . I knew God was with me , I remembered that God made me for a purpose , a mighty purpose for He's glory . All my prayers before this , were ALL answered during the camp . I also remembered that , I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me . Lastly , I was told that I AM a friend to many , and by chatting in msn , really did tell me that I am a friend to many .

last and the most important , I KNOW that God loves me and He'll never leave my side . In He's eyes , I'm a precious son , even though I've done SO many bad things in my life . I know sometimes when I commit sin , the Holy Spirit was always there to tell me NOT to do it , but I refuse to listen . If you did have a son who does that , you would feel very hurt , but yet you'll still love him . Same goes to me and God . I've been hurting everyone , God , my parents , my brothers , my teachers and friends . But now , it's all going to change .

I've been touch by God . If he had loved me so much even though I've committed millions of sin and would die for me to wash it all away , is truly the greatest love of all . Now , I want to serve Him , because truly He deserves it . He died to wash me clean and I am going to serve Him with all my heart , soul and strength because He deserves it . God deserves everything in our life , our computer , iPod , TV and everything else . I know that this are all just things that pleases our life , but does it pleases God?

during the second session of the camp , Ps. Guy spoke about "I heart people" . I wanted to see my friends , my parents and the world being saved . I wanted to have a heart to serve people so that many could see the how great our God is . I want to go to places where no one would dare go to share the Gospel . What do I have to lose ? I've got God with me and I can do all things through Him .

I'm going to change the world , and I know I can do it , no matter what . My journey starts now .

Cell outing

today , was tiring

woke up at 9 , played restaurant city for awhile hehe . I've got to STOP playing it . Anyhow , I left the house with my mum at 11 to buy fruits and well , I'm really useless when it comes to picking the right fruit . Oh well , at least i admit it hahaha =P

after lunch ( McD's !! ) , my parents went to acupuncture . Acupuncture is the therapy where acupuncturist poke needles onto / into your acupuncture points , in case you don't know . So I used the opportunity to use the computer hehe

then I got a sms from Gideon about a cell outing after 365 and what were we gonna watch??

night at the musuem 2 =)

Cheater!

I cheated in exam . I got caught . I'm suspended for a week from prefect duty . It's ok . I deserve it .

Am I useful?

science was easy yet complicated . Everyone agree with me here? It's so hot in my room now , even though the air cone has been switched on hours ago .

today's papers was arts and science . My whole class took like less then 15 minutes to finish the arts paper which contained 40 questions , so that we had time to study science . Pn Azimah was so funny , and cute according to Anis . Whenever she left the class , Chee , Eugene , Jia Wen , Aidan , Jash , Anis and a few more others will talk . So when teacher went to collect their papers , she said "don't talk during exam" to all of them with the same voice , same tune and same accent .

during paper 1 , God was great . I used the dartboard a few times ( hantam :D ) and it ALL turned out correct . People will say "AEIOU bangali ( or wtv ) love you , kiss ur darling bla bla bla but after today , it is scientifically proven by Ivan Goh that it is ineffective already . I used , "God is good , God is great . Please help me answer this question" and yes , it is very effective . *Please don't do this during exam , if you study , you won't have to be like me* =)

oh , I forgot to mentioned that the Subang Rally 09 flyers are out!! Get it from either Esther Lim ( 4 Usaha but 4 Bakti for now thanks to her broken leg lol ) or Samuel Wong , also 4 Usaha . Today , i managed to pass out a total of 9 flyers to Eugene , Tasha , Keith , Winnie , Shang Qin , Ben , Q-hung , Aidan and I forgot the last one haha .

the fact that I actually ran out of fliers , and that I managed to convince Shang Qinnnie and Q-Hung to come for the Subang Rally made me feel useful for God . For the past few weeks , I've been feeling down , physically , mentally and spiritually . Whenever I'm in church , I feel like I'm left out , like nobody wants to be with me . The thought of changing church HAS cross my mind many times before , but still what's the point? In children church , I'm a useless P.A member who doesn't even know when I'm on duty , in the "Special'' Children Ministry , I do nothing but sharpen pencils and I can't serve in youth cause I'm not regular in prayer meetings .

but ever since I signed up for the Subang Rally , I've been doing nothing but trying to get involved with it and of course 1 of them is giving out the fliers . I feel that I CAN save souls or maybe at least HELP . I do hope that this Rally can make a difference in my life , to help me PUSH through any hardships , difficulties or whatsoever challenges in life . So , come join me in a life changing experience one should not miss in the Subang Interschool Christian Fellowship Rally 09 . God bless all! =)

btw , is H1N1 = 1 part Hydrogen and 1 part Nitrogen??? xD

Buddha bless those who worship pork

"may Buddha bless all those who worship pork" - Jon Chee

Hehe

Hey everyone , sorry for the lack of updates . I'll update my dead blog during the semester breaks . Promise :D

It's OVER !!

exams are finally over!! can finally use the com . I plan to use it till 12 . This is what u call REAL relaxation . People in 3 Usaha need to learn this =)

for the past hour , i've been trying to make a video . Won't tell cause it's a surprise hehe . It's only been an hour and i feel like throwing something . What my brother say is true , i'm like a ticking bomb waiting to explode . So can't i upload the pictures eventhough I've been working on it for an hour???

1st , i had to decide either to use the adobe premiere or windows movie maker , that took around 10 minutes . Then i had to convert the file from MOV to AVI to MPEG which took around 20 minutes . Then i added in some music , had to time and arrange it precisely but all that effort went bye bye with a nice , wonderful blackout . I just love my life =) (=

ok gtg , wanna go play dota and rappelz!! hahahahah

Australia trip 2009 in 3 days!!!

Hollywood comes to SMSJ

today , FINALLY the sketch is over *releif* . After all the stress during the practices and wasting our time away =)

so at 7.10 , we gather behind the bengkel for one last practice . Everything went smoothly , thankfully . When the 7.20 bell rang we lined up behind stage and waited and waited and waited . Edric couldn't stop talking about how nervous he was , maybe next time i should put a pacifier in his mouth . We waited what it seems to be a life time till pn lee finally called us up .

sketch went smoothly , except the part where chee wei ALWAYS runs up on stage and hands out the mike . Run also like gay fella , even worst then vin sen's gay running style . Unforgetable parts , for me it would be emily's part where she'll run across the stage and say "cikgu cikgu cikgu" . It's just so funny the way she says it =)

after the sketch was a quiz . Then en lee ask the form 3 prefects to mark the answers . Few were there . We marked most of the question papers from recess till school ended . Life of a prefect SOMETIMES can be very enjoyable . ESPECIALLY when there's no stupid seniors to bother u .

the people involved in the sketch stayed back cause we were performing for the afternoon sessions too . Afternoon wasn't as fun as the morning session , maybe cause most of them don't get the jokes . After the sketch i walked home , alone .

i miss the pao ( vin sen ) T.T

No Pain , No Gain

today was the launch of the sifar laku . Today was the day when my question on how do you fit the whole morning session in the hall got answered :D

Today some inspector came to launch the campaign . After that there was quiz with the most simplest of questions . Since we were like standing at the doors for nearly 5 periods , we were allowed to stretch behind the hall =)

now , volleyball - the game of fun and lots and lots of pain . Next time , i'm never asking kar sing to teach me to do anything again . Today he taught me how to serve , well not really . Everyone was waiting for my serve so kar sing ask me to just hit it and so i just hit it . Instead of hitting the ball below my wrist , i hit the ball near to my tumb and till now it still hurts .

i quite lazy to blog some more =) perhaps its because pn azimah gives a pile of homework to you at once or maybe it's the fact i'm lazy :D

Pictures

today had school , so tired as usual . Anyways since 'someone' wants to see what i can do with a camera , i'll show the pictures i selected for the editorial assignment .

*no editing was use* =P
and this are all originals ok =D

nice , not nice ??? don't ask y most of them are flower pictures =.=