Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The Journey Starts NOW

I'm back from S.O.S !! Such a relief , can finally sleep on my nice comfy bed :D . I say , the 3 days 2 nights camp was a touching one for my youth group . I got touch during the camp , I finally felt the presence of God in my life .

before the camp , I was someone who was doubting the presence of God . Every time I pray , I kept thinking that I'm praying to a wall , not thinking that God was listening to me . I also felt that I was useless to God , that i could do NOTHING for He's glory . I felt that everyone hated me because some people would ignore me , not just in school , but sometimes in church itself

but now , that has ALL change . I knew God was with me , I remembered that God made me for a purpose , a mighty purpose for He's glory . All my prayers before this , were ALL answered during the camp . I also remembered that , I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me . Lastly , I was told that I AM a friend to many , and by chatting in msn , really did tell me that I am a friend to many .

last and the most important , I KNOW that God loves me and He'll never leave my side . In He's eyes , I'm a precious son , even though I've done SO many bad things in my life . I know sometimes when I commit sin , the Holy Spirit was always there to tell me NOT to do it , but I refuse to listen . If you did have a son who does that , you would feel very hurt , but yet you'll still love him . Same goes to me and God . I've been hurting everyone , God , my parents , my brothers , my teachers and friends . But now , it's all going to change .

I've been touch by God . If he had loved me so much even though I've committed millions of sin and would die for me to wash it all away , is truly the greatest love of all . Now , I want to serve Him , because truly He deserves it . He died to wash me clean and I am going to serve Him with all my heart , soul and strength because He deserves it . God deserves everything in our life , our computer , iPod , TV and everything else . I know that this are all just things that pleases our life , but does it pleases God?

during the second session of the camp , Ps. Guy spoke about "I heart people" . I wanted to see my friends , my parents and the world being saved . I wanted to have a heart to serve people so that many could see the how great our God is . I want to go to places where no one would dare go to share the Gospel . What do I have to lose ? I've got God with me and I can do all things through Him .

I'm going to change the world , and I know I can do it , no matter what . My journey starts now .