Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Am I useful?

science was easy yet complicated . Everyone agree with me here? It's so hot in my room now , even though the air cone has been switched on hours ago .

today's papers was arts and science . My whole class took like less then 15 minutes to finish the arts paper which contained 40 questions , so that we had time to study science . Pn Azimah was so funny , and cute according to Anis . Whenever she left the class , Chee , Eugene , Jia Wen , Aidan , Jash , Anis and a few more others will talk . So when teacher went to collect their papers , she said "don't talk during exam" to all of them with the same voice , same tune and same accent .

during paper 1 , God was great . I used the dartboard a few times ( hantam :D ) and it ALL turned out correct . People will say "AEIOU bangali ( or wtv ) love you , kiss ur darling bla bla bla but after today , it is scientifically proven by Ivan Goh that it is ineffective already . I used , "God is good , God is great . Please help me answer this question" and yes , it is very effective . *Please don't do this during exam , if you study , you won't have to be like me* =)

oh , I forgot to mentioned that the Subang Rally 09 flyers are out!! Get it from either Esther Lim ( 4 Usaha but 4 Bakti for now thanks to her broken leg lol ) or Samuel Wong , also 4 Usaha . Today , i managed to pass out a total of 9 flyers to Eugene , Tasha , Keith , Winnie , Shang Qin , Ben , Q-hung , Aidan and I forgot the last one haha .

the fact that I actually ran out of fliers , and that I managed to convince Shang Qinnnie and Q-Hung to come for the Subang Rally made me feel useful for God . For the past few weeks , I've been feeling down , physically , mentally and spiritually . Whenever I'm in church , I feel like I'm left out , like nobody wants to be with me . The thought of changing church HAS cross my mind many times before , but still what's the point? In children church , I'm a useless P.A member who doesn't even know when I'm on duty , in the "Special'' Children Ministry , I do nothing but sharpen pencils and I can't serve in youth cause I'm not regular in prayer meetings .




but ever since I signed up for the Subang Rally , I've been doing nothing but trying to get involved with it and of course 1 of them is giving out the fliers . I feel that I CAN save souls or maybe at least HELP . I do hope that this Rally can make a difference in my life , to help me PUSH through any hardships , difficulties or whatsoever challenges in life . So , come join me in a life changing experience one should not miss in the Subang Interschool Christian Fellowship Rally 09 . God bless all! =)

btw , is H1N1 = 1 part Hydrogen and 1 part Nitrogen??? xD


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